leave me heart broken
i changed my blog add.. cause this blog has been made like a commercial.. its my life story and i dun share it with just anyone.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMELIA! *muacks*
Oh my.. i have not updated in weeks! actually i wanted to blog abt my birthday but no time..also abt my disatrous chinese oral but not free.. haha..but i lazy to type now.. so, toodles!
Lastly, i love my family !
Sometimes wen u're all alone in your room you'll tend to think of the people around you and how much they have been there for you.. and how important they are to you..and since these 5days when babee's out of town, i began to think to myself..
i missed those days with my bball pals.. *low wanying,phyllis,huibin,zeyun,aurelia,and even chunhui!haha.. those days when we had our stupid conflicts and quarrels doesnt matter to me now..wat matters is that i onced had you guys in my life and they really brightened my life alot.i don't know wat my high school life would be like if i didnt have them.. especially my once very good friend wanying.. my days with her were really the good times and the worst of times.. but t think it over, i don't know wat to do if i didnt have her last time.. she was always there when i was at my most down situation, even when i was sick(seriously)! and for that, i really thank you my friend! life would suck without you.. although we aren't that close, you sould know that its hard to forget an ass like you.
This year began with alot of ups and downs for me..my studies sucked, my friendship was ripped and dun even mention abt my love life.it was hell..but thank god that you girls were there! you know who you are! HUIXIAN,AMELIA,YINGTING,JOYCE,STEFANIE.. although i got close to you guys only this year, we seem to click! =) i am not really close to *stef but i know she's a nice friend.known her for quite long but never really spoke much to her. then here is the dino! *yingting! haha..talk about her i sure will laugh..she's cute..not in the looks but the things she do! (kidding) HILARIOUS! she's one of those friend you'll nv wanna forget or give up. tall skinny and funny..hmm..how i wish my body was like yours! We aren't the cosest of friends but still can get along well enough for me to miss her this june holidays! her good friend *joyce! always giggling from day to night. i'm really envious abt this girl..she nv gets mad or pissed..hardly! maybe over her results but it just fades away with her non stop giggles.. known her since pri5? and she nv did change much. but that girl insists that she has matured.. haha.. "i bet no one agrees with you dear." then comes miss blackie sim, *amelia! oh my.. she's a socialising queen..she gets along pretty good with almost everyone.. her wide toothy smile always makes me wanna smile as well.. girl, you nv like to be alone right? luckily everyone loves to be arnd you.including me(altough sometimes i do feel left out when u and huixian are together) but heck la..you're down in my list of special and favourite ppl! hee.. she is always there to listen to my complain about -you know who- haha.. i'll nv get bored seeing you everyday in school..so dun disappear ok? oh! and now is the mighty *huixian..haha..she is my buddy in class.. or is it 'was'? anyway, she's sooo cute.. and you know everytime i hear that avril song, it'll remind me of you.. know you since sec3 but this yr we're closer? hmm.. but i cant seem to go out with you just like that. we need company.. don't you think? you're always sleepy in class and someimes gets damn moody when u wake her..so beware! but she's smart and funny..that's why i like tha girl! we get along pretty well! =)
OH MY! i typed hell alot! and i'm not even finished!
the finale, who else, of course it'll be lyrehc! i'll just keep it short and sweet for her to read..These 5days were really torturing! i MISS you to bits! come home quick! papa bear needs you!
LALALALALA
the cheese incident that happened this day-
its for me to know and for you not to find out
cold shoulder is not nice
holidays..but it doesnt feel like it though.. for the first week i had too go back to sch every single morning.. it was damn assed up.. its called a holiday.. which means no school! u walk along the streets and u can see many chums arnd in school U*s..this isn't a holiday i tell u! okay.. then we had bball chalet on fri. i think it rocked man! seniors came over..! miss them lots! haha..but sadly they dropped by for awhile only.. and wanying they all had to leave for some match..so i was left sranded with juniors..we kicked soccer and i hardly ate la.. at night was fun.. at a point in time, dare and dare was damn havoc.. there was stripping, licking, kissing and dancing..cool eh..but not havoc enough..if only those useless juniors know how to loosen up a lil.. anyway, that's somewhat how i spent my first week of holidays.. now, abt this week.. i told myself i have to do some revisng.. but always after lunch or whe i get home, i lie on my bed and *poof*.. i'm in dreamland alrdy.. and eventhough i have an alarm clock ringing beside me, i continue to snore..how is tt possible!
hmm..i think tuesday was great! i spent my day with babee just right after class. i had to skip my F&N lab thingy to rush home and get changed. headed for suntec.. the theatre is hopeless. not tt bad but still worse than other theatres.. the seats were squeaky.. i hate tt.. ended the day with david's..
why must things turn shaky.. i hate to _________ with u everytime we talk on the phone.. its strange to realise that my life ______________.. please love me for who i am.. i'll try to change and not be _______ and to ______what i ______ u to.. just dun tell me u dun ______ anymore.. it aches my heart to hear tt..
??? =(
Shit la.. i really don't know wat i want..jc or poly..???
I dunno which jc or poly i should choose either.. if i choose poly, which course to take. What if i choose jc, can i cope? and do i really wanna go to university. i hate making life choices..i dun wanna regret..somemore that appeal thing for me to go vjc!! i didnt go see my teacher..so stupid right..cause vj is like a school for the smart asses..and because of bball i can go in would be leading myself to a dead end cause mostly ppl go there is academic got standard wan..my academic results kum puah like shit! go in there i would just struggle sia. And if they see my mid year results probably will scared man.. heh.. must work hard for my next exams alrdy..O level chinese next monday sia..i dunno got confidence anot..everytime read the passage sure wanna sleep or end up half asleep.. heh.. now my dad keep pressuring me.. jia lat la.. i must work hard so he'll leave me alone..
u love me?
today is marking day for mjr teachers..hAHA.. but i have to go back to sch..SOBS.. redo our practicals.eh i tink not bad leh..my cookies turned out to be quite yummy! everyone was pinching it from me..yay! and my looked salad ordinary..last time when i presented it in the shell, it was much more style..anyway,i went town with the girlie girls! haha..we slacked at lido for quite long..all the movies are currently nc-16..the rest are stupid shows..i desperately wanna watch house of wax..paris hilton is in! but too bad la.i'm too young..by 1 month only! we tried tokin to he manager,but he wouldn't allow..so not flexible.we should have bribed them! haha.eh..so we went haagen dazs! YUM! haven eaten it for a long time.. so yummy! i love the brownie..wasted i cannot make brownies like those. oh! i cant think of wat to wear for "be yourself day" since its our last year, i was thinking sth wacky! haha..i'll think abt it when the time comes.hmm..tmr is our class photo taking session..and there's OC on thursday..which i cant wait for! haha.. oh! amelia's sick! so poor thing! GET WELL SOON GIRL! take care yah?! =)
oh man..today didnt meet princess.. =( but nvm la..cannot everyday meet right..at least we're meeting on friday! yay!! hee..life's great! but O's chinese coming soon..which means its sucky too! whatever it is..just live life with a smile on ur face! =) yay!
i love this sense of accomplishment
FINALLY I FINISHED MY F&N..THANK GOD!! its 4am! nites ppl! *yawns*
princess!
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so darn seeply
i have officially stepped down from bball alrdy..went this far to top8..wasted we lost to jurong.. but too late to regret.. at least i no need to attend trainings and matches..can concentrate on studies n gg out..! last time skip too many classes..Now so hard to catch up! bloodie! anyway, i'm alrdy sleepy! i'm updating cause princess wants me to..hee..today went to amelia's hse to bake brownies..i guess it was a disaster..haha..cause amelia's weighting scale sucks la. i agar agar dump in the ingredients..it didnt look good but it smells good n its addictive.. =P
yawns man!i think i'm too tired to go on! sorry princess.. i shall type a nice one by friday k! -promise-
pissed!
today was the 2.4km run..OH MAN!! i'm so pissed! i actually got 3rd placing..behing phyllis(first) the wanying..cause at the last min i overtake this girl! BUT U KNOW WAT!! JUST BEFORE THE FINISHING LINE SHE CUT ACROSS ME OK! I LOSE TO HER BY A SECOND!!!! A SECOND!!!! I TOTALLY DDNT SEE HER COMING! BLLOODE HELL. IF I KNEW I WULDHAVE RAN FASTER.. how irritating can someone be..screw my third position.. from a 3rd place trophy to a 4th place medal! i cannot take it! AaaaaaaaaRRRRRRRRRRR!!!
***k the website!
I HATE HATE HATE the hpb website! esp the fod intake assesment! wa lao..error,error,error! i do so long alrdy then they tell me error! i'm soooo pissed! why so unlucky! ltr i mus do again! it took me abt an hour can.. so freaking angry with this! what am i going to do now! angry sia!!
i hate being sick
arhh! i'm dead bored at home..rotting! i cant feel my throat. its sooo sore.since yday! yday, my temp was40deg..burnt off all my brain cells..and i've been visitng the toilet so many times..so sian! my hse is having water rationing again! i hate that.. anyway, tt day we beat scgs! yay! qualified to top8..mjr first time sia..my right index finger is so swollen.bigger than my thumb sia! haha..ok le..i dun wanna elaborate furher. need to use the loo..ya..tata!
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joe n joey
joe was born today! at 0959am.. heehe..then followed by joey who was born at 10+ am.. joey's with junus now.. yup..haha..they are the cutest thing i tell u.. AND amelia! joe is not a gay! haha.
lala
I'm sexy! and i'm the prettiest babe ever! wheeeeeeeeee
"i just wanna live!"
omg! its 1:25am.. i've just typed fnished all the shit research stuff! now printing..and i'm super exhausted! oh! now got nice song..good charlotte! hee..rocks!
"i just wanna live!"
matches
today we won bg.. they were better than wat i expected..in the first quarter it was really hard to score.. the points was 11 to 0 can! scary.. then i took over siewling n defended their no9..she vey big sia..haha..follow her everywere arnd the court very tiring sia..glad its over..anyway, i took back some results of common test alrdy. luckily i did well..haven failed any subjects yet..yay! and i'm most satisfied with my chem! next tuesday would be the match against anglican..stressed by the thought of it sia.. haha..so better not think of it at all..ok..gotta do my research for f&n alrdy..tata!
nothing better to do
today our b boys defeated bedok view! yay! we'll be going semi and nationals together... i've gotten all my o level dates..stressed! tmr go eat steamboat! yay!
rock on!
today's tuesday! 3more days till end of common tests..cant wait! anyway..my papers so far all going well and smoothly.. geog was ok..i get a B3 i happy lo and chem i hope i can score an A1..HOPE! haha..tmr is ss..die la..have study yet..jus now la..took abt 40mins to walk from sch to the bus stop! HAHA..so fun i tell u..our "grp" made up of yingtina,huiru,siewling,me,joyce(our doggie),amelia,huixian ad stef(according our heights cos haven thought of a name yet)..ya! we were laughing and laughing like hell! totally made my day..laughed abt..hmmm..practically EVERYTHING! we swope bags..at the bus stop,bus21 come le then they ran for the bus,BUT..forgot to switch back their bags yet s they detoured! very funny..joyce couldn't stop giggling i tell you..and we stopped to take this commercial on "magic shoes" and also did a one minute silence prayer for this dead chick which fell from the sky..hahaha..series of hilarious events! now..i gotta bathe and go study SS!! WHEEE...! toodles! =)
HhuuUmmm..............
i dunno if i really like this background of my blog.. hmm.. is it nice? but the little boys are cute..i dunno!
anyway..my common tests week starts tmr! i'm dying alrdy..study chem till my brains go sore..and i keep getting distracted..i'd think of bball! so bleugh! i very eager for the match against anglican..but like not prepared for it yet..been doing some workout daily to keep fit..now i'm alone at home..and i sorta like it..being alone for once..hope my parents dun come back so soon..i made myself tuna sandwiches jus now..haha..with onions and tuna and mayo! so proud of myself..life is simple for today..jus hafta study..nothing much..ok..i shall end here..
silence me-
school throughout this week was fine. all my lessons in class were crazy i tell u! got tt stupid,annoying,pestering,CUTE and LOVABLE huixian arnd to jus simply go crazy with! lucky got her arnd..or else i dunno how much stress i wud have.. hee..i think it was 2days ago when we made this alter for Q-mo when we found her photo on the ground..we placed it on my table and fed it with this piece of skittle.it was damn dumb la..then on thursday and friday, i came home real early la..i dun feel like hanging arnd in sch..waste of time..somemore nxt week's common test..i hafta pass all my subj..this yr o levels la..i think i'm stressed leh..my hair is falling off..now my scalp looks sparse..=( ..anyway,i cant wait for the 8th of march! ohoh! and the 4th or march and the 25th of feb! haha..*EXCITED* lalala..jus now when i opened my gate..u'll nv guess wat happen! a BIG AND FAT AND LONG LIZARD CRAWLED ON MY HAND!! i WAS TOOO SHOCK AND SCARED TO SCREAM..haha..and probably i took like 3-5seconds to react.. ah! but watever it is..IT WAS DAMN DISGUSTING!! hahaha..
-i wanna talk to someone who will listen but not care-
burgers for dinner!
GONG XI FA CAI!
haha..today went to bai nian..so cool la..i won arnd 2bucks in blackjack(not bad for a beginner)..haha.. overall, my day was nice.. *grins*
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lose it..lose u
oh man..days aren't really great now a days..i dun even talk to my best friend like the way it was before.. how if one day i just annoy her..i think she's ignoring me..i dunno..wat did i do wrong? dun tell me its because of that our frienship's affected..we're tt fragile huh.. sad. anyway i'm in the sch's lab now..jus had recess..now its like physics lesson but the teacher's allowing us to use the net..he's nice in a way.. but i rather have lessons..its like o levels this year..watever la..i think i'm over exerting myself or something..i dunno..life isn't very happy like before..how i wished there's no o levels.maybe i'd be happier..i'm really not ready for o's too..my a math suck to the very core..if i fail today's retest..i'm really useless..anyway, i think i'm quite lucky to have some good friends around me that cares about me..but i still wan my bestest most friend! how come she can become someone i couldn't live without..but i wonder if i am somebody as important to her.. very SAD leh..the more i talk abt it..heart pain pain.. anyway she wun b seeing my blog..last time must ask her go read then she'll read it.. man! why cant life be as simple as is goes.. i very scared if i treat her nice she'll take advantage of me..dunno la..i know she isn't this kinda person..but at this moment of time, who knows.. she treats me as though we're enemies.. sigh..life sucks-
i miss my sweetie.OC!
i tell u, i'm like the most jinx person arnd..on fri we went to watch the wild cats bball match at the indoor stadium..oh man,wild cats lost! bu nvm..i was looking for ellis(my idol!!)..when siewling and me saw him..we practically ran to him ok..but got sucha huge crowd arnd him..as i ran,i tripped! i'm so injured now..sprained my left ankle and i hav two big bruises on my right knee and feet! so irritating..! i dunno if i'm able to play against bedok view on monday or not.. *sobs*
anyway,i went tm today..went shopping! ..for new clothes. i bought something at last la.. 2shirts and sandals! hee.. its a great accomplishment k..i usually get lost in malls. not the 'where am i' kinda lost but the 'wat am i suppose to do now' kinda lost..haha.. oh ya! saw steph chan, sam chia, rach lam, ms tay and mr gui! so stupid i tell u..tm is just tooo small..
eh,today i feel happy! ecstatic la! haha.. reasons being,(i'm not gonna say),cause i dun really know yet. hmm..next fri is chinese common test..so shitty! i hate studying for chinese..my chinese jus suck to the core..maybe can speak abit but dunno how to read and write alot..and i'm a chinese? haha.. anyway, my show's starting soon..shall end here.. tataa!
long time no blog
yay! we won the matc agins dhs..the whole team were sooo nervous during the warm ups i tell you..played throughout the 4quarters..so tiring..during the last min..i barely could move a muscle..haha..the determination everyone put in was great! so happy..now mjr bball kinda in the safe zone alrdy..but i feel really sorry. pachara seemed sooo sad.=( but wat to do..a match is a match.. nxt week against tampanies..then SAC! haha..cant wait..coach asked us to concentrate more on the dhs and sac matches more..yup..gotta win..
oh ya.. my teachers in sch ae crazy! they keep emphasising tt this weekend is "sooo long"..so they bombarded us with sooo much hmwk! anyway, i'm suppose to be at ngee ann poly now for tt open hse thing..but lazy la..its so darn far! at clementi leh.. haiyo..so bored now..i better go bathe and go sleep..so tired! hee..
p.s. cheryl rocks -not
=D
cheryl rocks!
school days..
haha..correction..i may be bloggin often..hehe.. erm..start of sch..the first day of sch and it was quite fun! i'm sitting quite behind and corner of my class, huixian's nxt to me and amelia's behind! hehe..on the first day, amelia brought 2lunchboxes of fruits! there were apples,strawberries and oranges..they were all salty la..haha..then we decided to decorate the notice board jus behind us with a poster of pug jelly..we then stole our class bin to our corner for convinience! hee..we even created a sign to locate the dustbin! it was sooo lame..haha..then had training on mon..sooo tiring i tell you..when i got home i had to meet my daddy's demands..studystudystudy! no tv, no com, no phone calls..! he said it is my o's this yr and i have to start now! waseh.. but i actually dun mind la..make some sacrifices..you know wat, i love my hair!! so stylish for once! so happy..hehe..oh my..its 10pm and i'm alrdy slpy! sch's so sucky! tm i'm having training..even more tiring..sian..tmr i better bring some snacks to sch..hehe..kk..i'll end here! tata-
long year to go....
i cant believe it..its a start of a new yr alrdy! i'm so gonna hate 2005..my O levels! imagine the stress,tension and pressure..nerve wrecking! i cant imagine tmr's sch alrdy..its just too quick..heh..but nvm..i'm in a happy mood today! i bought a new pair of bball shoes! so pretty! it was love at first sight i tell you! drools- haha..then i had my FAVOURITE shepherds pie for dinner! yummy! i'm sooo full now! i realised i haven blogged much lately..getting lazy..hee.. =) new year resolutions?? Study hard, dun get overweight and end my sec sch bball life happy! haha..maybe tt's it for now.. i wun be bloggin much since school's on..so..er..happy schooling?!!
*BIG MEGAWATT GRIN*
-my christmas week-
mon i had the 3H bbq..luckily i have huixian to pei me..or else i'll just rot there..and they bought salmon can!so dumb.. haha.. oh my..huixian.aka.chicken backside is really my fooling partner! We played stupid games! see who could hold the ice the longest..erm..racing..and we used tt bottle of foam and sprayed all over our bodies..haha...then..tuesday, had 2F chalet..thre wasnt any bbq! i spend 10bucks for nothing..such a rip off..i dun wanna elaborate on wat happen that night..very dumb! hmm..the next day(wed) i had training..i was totally exhausted.. not enough slp..but nvm la..bin,yun and bing gan came to pei us during training! =) so fun! esp at macs..from 6+ laugh to 8+..haha..they rock man! tmr have match against jurong..they'll be coming too! hmm. today's quite boring..heh..i baked brownies..haha..the box kind.. not say very tasty,and its sooo sweet..heh..its my present to everyone at tmr's party! haha..so regret.. i ate too much today..i'm gonna starve myself tmr.. okok..nothin much alrdy..tata!
lyrehc ROCKS -not
LYREHC! she's soooooooo small gas! argh- cant stand it man! i cant believe i'm givng in to tt small gas ogur! haha..lyrehc ogur lim yuan bing! =) (u win)
malaysia
i'm back from malaysia.. hmm.. the place is not so clean..and its super hot! jus like spore..the roads were all messed up..esp the causeway at the first link on a saturday night..cos its free admission..everyone tend to come in to spore..which made the jam so terrible! i was sooo urgent ok..i was abt to pee in my pants..cause we were practically stuck there for 2hrs..so sickening! and u know wat..there were beggars on the streets..such a sad sight.. but i know i CANNOT give them money..or else the rest would pester u.. haiyo..that's one of the bad things tt happened..another one was the 8hr drive from penang to melaka!! i almost died ok! EIGHT HOURS! insanity.. but overall..the trip was not bad..bought quite alot of stuff at KL..hmm..omg..life's too boring..i have nothing much to blog..erm..tmr gg swimming! yah..and i'm gonna start studying this week..yup.. =) nothin more to say.. nites!
i loooooooooove the table game!
today had match against scgs..man! i dun like today's match.. )= nvm..but ltr we went for tt ccab mr teo thing..so dumb.. go all the way there and do so little stuff only..such a waste of time..lunch was funny..there were abt 16 of us! so cramp.. then we challenge who could eat the most..the uncle was kinda fed up walking up and down bringing bowls and bowls of rice! haha.. AND i totally regret taking up the challenge..my tummy bloated on the spot! and that potato and yew yu keep touching my precious bulging tummy! erm..skip the details on our walks..we went to ps ltr..omg! that table game so fun..we're suppose to whack the pugs to the other hole at the other end of the table to score.. HAHA! we were so noisy!! scream like hell! the pugs and that thing to hit the pugs flew everywhere..haha! dunno how we did it.. so funnnn!!! my team won 3 otta 4 games! woohoo! now feeling tired already..full day out..i've decided to rest at home tmr.. wed and friday there are matches again..! then i THINK sunday i'm outta spore..hmm..i wonder... anyway..there's nothin to do online recently.. so i guess i'll just end here..toodles!
let's add pictures!
oh my..my blog is filled with words!
my life's like that
cant stand it!! i ate so much today! whywhy??!! i finished the whole sara lee choco and flushed down cans of root beer..omg..i'm on the track to getting fat.....AGAIN! haha..but whatever it is.. jus as my weight dun exceed the 60 mark..i'm happy =)
lyrehc is on a boat now..i'm so bored!! no lyrehc for 4days!! actualy it doesnt seem long..but it sure feels long! AND fianceee is not in spore..chicken backside is busy with her life.. Not to mention i have no idea what my buddy wanying is doing cos she seems to be quite quiet..no phone calls =( ..heh..then, i completely lost any contacts to get my fengmei! sobs.....So, i've been bonding with my bro lately..heh..not bad la..not say very boring..we get along pretty well..hee.. jus one more thing...tmr's the LAST..let me repeat, THE LAASSSSTTT episode of the champion! -dreads- so sad..lucky my OC is still arnd..ook..
i'm stoppping right here.
saturday
today's so fun..it was the first time i've been to church..i felt like a nut there..dunno how to sing the songs..the songs were nice! we had to dance..so cool! my favourite! And ppl there were nice too..esp those in my grp..i was the youngest there..and maybe the blurest too! but overall it was a great experience..cant wait to take angeline there..it was just like the one in australia..*grins*
erm..haven't been bloggin much..every time i on my com..my motive would be to play SIMS2..hehe.. and as for SI, TAUFIK will win!!! yipeee!!!! *grins*
my bubblegum tongue
i've finally recovered from measles and headaches and fever and panadol! ..4 dreadful days..i'm so pissed..i'll always get sick aft trainings..so weak! trainings are getting tougher and i'm afraid i cant catch up.. nxt tues we're going cedar..cool..got competition.. but now i have no stamina..
++problem after problem++..........
wat the heck! Taufik ROCKS! yday went cine...sporeidol ppl were gg there..but for a mere 20mins! so pathetic yday ok! wat to do! at least i saw taufik's head.. haha..but nvm.. that day i took a photo with him at parkway..its enough le..haahaha.. nothin much to add le..goodbye! =p
I HATE YILING!
omg..today i met taufik at parkway! took photo with him as well..but my eyes were closed! amelia la..count till 3 but she snapped at 2..he's sooooo tall and cool! like the trainer at kepple's gym! haha..oh man! i cantstand yiling from the champion! she keeps torturing fiona xie!! i hate her! so tired now..jus now training so tough..we did pt training cause it rained non stop..i got drenched so many times.. ran t sch in the heavy rain..the training tt time train in the rain for awhile.. than go home oso in the rain.. tt's why i abit headahe now..but this wun stop me frm watching the champion! cant stand yiling!
+.*+.*+
yday was so fun in sch, play cards with ah da hixian amelia yonghan gerad and jiayang..stupid ah da's face..so funny! you know y, because i nv really talked him b4..but yday he joker man, first time see him so cartoon! we play heartattack..made so much noise! FUN! BUTBUT today damn boring...first two perods got lessons on project work..but nxt two periods watch some movie on volcano eruption, i think its called
latest update:
fiona xie is hotter than rachel bilson.aka.summer!
its been a week..
my days are alrite.not too boring.. i'm into diablo..tt game is so cool..and i think i'm gonna spend time at spca to do some volunteer work..i love dogs! esp those small and cute ones with the mustache..haha..hmm.. today had tuiton.i sent my teacher's student sara to sch..and she's so cute(she's a brownie)..also, she's frm sac primary.. i guess there's nothing much to blog since post exams are really boring..so toodles!
i love my results
i'm sooooooooooooo proud of my results! happy sia..i only failed Amath.. i think i top combine humaities man! oh my god..cannot imagine..everyone say tyco can..haha..my 4weeks of studying paid of at least..butbut.. i got fat during these 4wks! yday training was hell! now i cant move my body without feeling pain..so useless..oh yah..today watched white chicks..so funny..i like that 2 negro actors..they're so cool..anyway..nothin to blog abt already..byebye
lalala
tonight is oc night! yipee! =)
under the carpet
i'm bored stiff! there's nothing to do after exams sia.. besides gg out..nothing! oh my.. i cant beliee it..post exams are horrible.. i think i shud get a job..yes! it'll keep me occupied...
F&N weekend
Exams are soon over! monday is my last paper! so rocks..erm..i haven studied yet..okay.. i gott report thi..OC SIMPLY ROCKS.>OC OC OC OC OC OC OC!!! wahaaha.. rachel bilson aka summer is like the hottest sexiest babe in town! cant resist! =D
blank pages
life's not been great..i totally gonna fail my chinese..tmr having practical..so not prepared..
wat else?
i'm under alot of pressure and thoughts..wat can i do abt it..tell it all to my best friend, she doesnt even noe how i feel..all she tells me is her point of view on wat's on the surface of it..why cant somene just understand me for once..this time i dun wan my mum to noe abt it..so hard to face her..
somehow.. i feel unwanted and taken for granted..
the badd days of my life
eventually she still found out. worse of all, she knows i'm that kind of person..i dunno how to face her..i feel really guilty and bad..but worse of all she says its alright..though its suppose to make me feel better, i still feel that i've let her down completely..sigh..
ayway, today i had eng papers..it was alright..today's papers are really important. its like life and death..if you pass this, you only need to cncentrate on 2 more other subjects. but if you fail this paper, you have to pass 5subjects..this paper is to decide whether you promote and take o levels next year or retain. so its kinda big deal.. i hope i'll pass..or i dun think i will make it..
these few days i've been having alot of problems..and its really frustrating me..seriously, i cant take it.. but wat for brood over the past..i dunno..its a normal thing..anyway, i've learnt not to tell someone everything you've been through..wat for? they are just gonna listen or worse still, dun give a damn ting abt it..i cant stand that..
if you care, you'll ask..
cL // sch
today sch's alrite.. hmm..today the whole sec 3 exp suppose to have chinese test..but someone somehow managed to grab hold of todays paper.. soon ltr, the news was out..and everyone was studying the copies of the paper which they photocopied..Cl period, mr xie said he going to collect the papers so we betta get ready.. everyone more then ready le..but i tink he found out from the photocopying lady tt his test papers has been photocopied le..in the end no test! rocks..haha..how nasty can mjr students be..haha.. today suppose to have training..but i've not bee going cause of exams..yeah..hate exams..oh yah..chinese class was really funny..watch jia yang bully charlene..jared and me canot ta han sia..comical..anyway..gtg le..study and then OC 2nd season starts! cant wait!
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i miss bball-
19/9/04
things are better to be kept than said..
but feelings cant be kept and should be said..
is that true?
wat if one day you get to feel loved again..
wont that be nice..
maybe happiness is like an itch! if you keep sit there and hope to have an itch..you'll nv get it..BUT if you wait long enough without a bath, it'll just come to you..
my meaning is.. you got to do something to get happiness and it'll be a long wait..
new and improved
**i finally made the side icons linkable sites..
so proud of myself..haha
- i -
o1- i am not: attached
o2- i love : myself,friends,family
o3- i hate : going on a diet
o4- i fear : to get fat and o-levels nxt year
o5- i hope : tt i'm smart so i dun hafta study anymore
o6- i hear : using my ears..
o7- i regret : coming to mjr..and plenty of other
stuff..
o8- i cry : rarely..last time i did was last yr..
o9- i care : for ppl who care for me..make sense?
1o- i always : eat.. besides tt, i do think of things
11- i believe : that dieting is impossible for me
12- i feel alone : sometimes.. maybe at night..
13- i listen : to tonns of advice and songs..duh~
14- i hide : my money everywhere & my underwear somewhere..
15- i sing : to ppl to let them realise my singing talent! haha..(its rubbish)
16- i dance : when i feel like it
17- i write : when my teacher asks me to do so
18- i play : sports like basketball and swimming
19- i dun play : with other people's underwear
2o- i miss : australia's chunky beef pies! yum..
21- i search : for lost treasure..
22- i feel : what you feel..i guess?
23- i don't know : math very well..not to mention chinese..
24- i talk : using my mouth and blabber words of wisdom..woohoo!
25- i will succeed : somewhere in life
26- i will fail : nothing!
<27- i dream : of weird stuff..
28- i wonder :(sings) how..i wonder why..yesterday you told me abt the big blue sky..and only i can see.. is jus a yellow LEMON TREE..i wonder~i wonder~
29- i want : to be slim..i want to gourge down high calorie fodd and not get fat..i want to have lotsa money.. i want too many things..
3o- i have : nothing better to do, so i did this..
31- i give : flowers to ladies..peas to men..
32- i fell : for someone i shouldn't have
33- i hurt : my pet snake..
34- i tell : the future..haha..i wish..
start of sch -monday
*groans* i'm doing my f&n porject now..its so long winded..cant stand it..ok..today had training, but i went for 40mins only..i need to go hm early and start studyin..not to mention i have plently of due hmwk which i haven touched yet..i have to complete 2 eng compos, 1 cl compo & math wksheets by tonite.. then, there are still plently of quizes and tests coming up..things are so rush..i cant posibbly spend time at bball training.. maybe after exams..but i'm afraid of my o'levels..wy is so slack..i like tt..but i cant make myself to do it..or else i know i'll regret. yeah.. hmm..today kinda rocks.sch was great?! haha.. in emath class, i didnt slp as it was kinda interesting.then physics and chem double period totally rock! i love my comb sci teachers..haha..they're such funny ppl.. they are the gui's..hee.. erm.. aft lunch break.. mr chan didnt come so we played..cause there's this useless teacher who came in to our class..we dun even need to greet him..siao sia..anytime we wanna walk out of class, we can just do it..cause all the teacher was doin was reading his dumb story book and ignoring us..erm. huixian and me were playin catchin somemore..not tt i'm childish..its cos she took my 30bucks frm my walet and distributed it..wth rite? haha..i think i've blogged enough..*tummy growls*-runs away-
tuesday.
i have completely got over with my dreadful, past 2 months. i feel so myself now. a changed me. i guessed i learned quite alot. making the right decision to be with the right one is really imporatant..not by the gut feeling or the looks..but jus plain simple love.all this takes time and patience, and i'm gonna wait for it..
anyway,i missed the last episode of friends! i hate myself for that! my gawd..how can i miss the finale. Have not watched oc for quite a long while. with the interuptions caused by athens olympics and some stupid shows.darn.i miss oc more then anything else.gosh..today,played bball.slacked alot. i'm such a procastinator..i gotta start studying tmr..yup..slpin soon..chq u ltr!
-pristine-
mmm..i've been at the com since 330.my eyes are sore..its cos of the f&n project..gotta do task analyse.its so tedious.. i feel lazy cos next week is the hols..but hafta go back to sch and start my revision.But i wanna go kepple eveyday, and play tha "game" evrynite, but i must practise self-control..haha..i'm gonna slack on tues thou.. goin out with bryna and ppl to watch movies and go ice skating,which i nv intended to try before.its goin to be the first time and i have the feeing i'm so gonna fall and break my head.hahaha. which reminds me.. this term is about to end and its gonna be sec4 next year..i dun want..i dun feel like taking my O's nxt year.it'll be such a boring yr..dun wana tink abt it..so....urgh!
shimmy
today's friday. tmr morn have chinese tuition.boring.no matter how much i tuiton for chinese, i'll still forgot those words in a day..so sad.anyway..today's like any other ordinary friday maybe cause practically i'm living my days like a routine. hope it'll change during the sch hols..hmm..i have this stupid f&n project thing to complete..so hard to do..next week gotta hand it in..Also, during sch hols got to come back to sch..boring! lucky no training..cause i have no time for it.. exams are aproaching..*gasps*
dum+dy+dum
bah! i have chinese test tmr.only 2chapters and i'm having a problem..i suck at chinese.my common test 2,i did quite well..so glad..heex..i haven gotten back my eng.the others.chinese c6.e-math b4.a math d7.combine science b4.combine humanities d7.not bad rite? heh.. nex week's sch holidays..cant slack anymore..gotta start mugging..ooh.there's this new movie which recently was out..i think its called cinderella story? i wanna watch tt! er..my mum jus went out to fetch my dad from the airport..-i'm hungry-
teacher's day
yesterday totally rock!the day b4 teacher's day we had concert and lessons in school.it was alrite.after tt went to back mbs.6f gahering! i visitd all my teachers.And they're sooo nice!all of them said i changed alot.erm.its kinda obvious.left there at arnd 2 i guess..18 of us went orchard.and i forgot to bring my wallet..i only had 10bucks with me..not forgetting the few coins i had for bus trips which was suppose to last me the entire day..i totally had financial problems when it came to snacks,photos,movies and transport..sooo horrid..anyway.we watched bourne supremacy at lido. and sadly, half of us couldnt understand the show..at least i do..But it was boring can! mm..it was actually kaisin fault..she keep sayin it was a five star movie(rated by 'today's papers) and we gotta catch it no matter wat..but dun blame her.haha.aft the movies half of them went hm..the rest of us walked to cine..oh..did i mention i saw qianling[actually i was eyeing the coconuts nxt to her and unexpectedly saw her there]..ok.we stopped by another shooping complex on the way to cine cause taurus jus had to go pee.i dun ge y he cant wait till we reach cine..stupid..erm..at cine,we took photos and went hm..joy and adeline went bugis.it was kinda late(10+pm)but they still went..crazy..it was really fun..dunno how to put down in words..i miss all of them..cant imagine we're all gonna graduate nxt yr and eventually lead seperate lives..sad- so now i got to cherish all my friends.. *nods*..hmm..and suprisingly i managed to last one whole day with only little amt of $,and i even managed to sit cab hm..heex..SINGS:"i've got the power!"